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[Abby! (:]

Lydia felt horrible. She texted Stasya "I'm sorry Stasi..."

[Stasya ♥]

Stasya read the text. She couldn't even respond. She was feeling so much that she just didn't know how to. Her eyes darkened for a second and she shook her head. "I sure hope so...," she replied.

[Abby! (:]

"I didn't mean to do what I did... I just got frustrated with Hannah... and I don't know..." Lydia texted

[Stasya ♥]

"You can't do that though. You're the oldest and everyone one of us looks up to you. And you didn't get frustradted with her, you got frustrated with me." Stasya sighed and looked at her friends. "Now what," she asked, hoping they would suggest something considerable helpful.

"Not sure. Is sitting here helping any," Richard asked.

"Ha, no." Stasya sighed.

[Abby! (:]

"I know Stasya... but do you know how hard this is? And having to deal with Hannah bicker at you all the time?" Lydia texted.

[Stasya ♥]

"Yes. Try having everyone against you. Everyone yelling at you. Everyone telling you you aren't good enough. Gordon always threatening to send you personally back to the orphanage. Lydia, you never have to deal with all that everyday. And you wouldn't last a day in my life if simple bickering affects you like that."

[Abby! (:]

"No actually Stasya I do! When they found out about the cancer Gordon wanted me out in a split second! And he still does Stasya. And I'm not againts you but the reason people are is because you can be a bitch to them most of the time! I'm sorry to be mean but it's the truth. You don't know how hard it is to make sure you, Jeremy, Kid and Hannah don't do anything to stupid! To be at least some what of a motherly figure that Simone isn't most of the time! Stasya you don't understand!" Lydia texted.

[Stasya ♥]

"I know I'm a complete asshole but sometimes I can't help it. A lot of times I can but sometimes I can't. And if you say I don't understand then fine." She yawned, long and hard. "I am currently running on 4 hours of sleep... That I got a week ago," she laughed to her friends.

"Wanna zonka out on the couch," Richard asked.

Stasya sighed. "Nah, I'll be okay." She half smiled.

"Liar. You want to pass out. And you're really freaking me out since you're being so nice and not cursing as much." Richard opened the backdoor. "Come on. Hailie, you can hang out while Stas sleeps if you want."

The two girls walked in. "Hey, Kimaree!" Stasya smiled and waved as she passed by. She jumped on the couch and yawned, lying down. "Toss me that pillow, will ya?"

Hailie sat down and threw the pillow to Stasya. "G'night, Staizzle."

"Hahaha. Night, Hailerson." She tucked the pillow under her head and was asleep in seconds.

[Abby! (:]

"See! You can controle it but yet you do it anyway!" Lydia texted not knowing Stasya was compleatly out.

Hannah looked down "Holy shit..." she said

[Stasya ♥]

Stasya phone fell from her hand and vibrated on the floor.

"A-are you okay, Hannah," Kid rasped.

"That was..... unexpected," Bill said in shock.

[Abby! (:]

Lydia broke down not getting a responce.

"Yeah I'm fine... But I don't think Lydia is..." Hannah said walking upstairs and into hers and Lydia's room "Lydi..."
Lydia was crying. You think its rare to see Stasya crying. Well it's even rarer to see Lydia crying.

"Hell yeah..." the trio said

[Stasya ♥]

"Where do you think she went," Kid asked, trying to sit up and failing.

"Where does she ALWAYS go?" Tom looked at Kid.

"Ben's," they all said in unison, except Jeremy.

Jeremy was in shock. He couldn't say anything. Hell, he couldn't even think straight right now.

[Abby! (:]

"She might be at Richards..." Aby suggested.

Hannah hugged Lydia tightly.
"Hannah I'm a horrible sister..." Lydia cried looking at her
Hannah shook her head "No you're not Lydia. You know you're not."

[Stasya ♥]

"She never goes over there when she's angry, though." Kid groaned. "She always goes to Ben's when she's angry."

[Abby! (:]

"She's not angry she's shocked." Aby said.