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Post by Stasya ♥ on Aug 24, 2009 11:50:39 GMT -5
Welcome to my blog!! Here, you can read about things I like or dislike, things I have done or are coming up, and etc. Check to see if comments are on; if they are and there is something you would like to say about the post, quote it and right your reply. Do NOT, however, write just a normal reply or it will be deleted. If the post you would like to make a comment on says comments are off, you're any comment you make on it will be removed. I am going to be naming my blog entries. Some will have names that have something to do with the entry and others will just have names that I simply thought up or heard somewhere. I do not necessarily come up with my own titles since I tend to use quotes from people, quotes from movies/shows, and bits of lyrics, for my blogs. Remember: - Are comments on or off? Only when comments are on will your comments be accepted and possibly replied to. When they are off, your comment will be removed.
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Post by Stasya ♥ on Sept 22, 2009 16:53:19 GMT -5
September 22, 2009
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Oh my fucking God, will someone just shoot me please?! Today is driving me insane! I slept in until 10 this morning because I couldn't fall asleep last night. Now, that doesn't usually bother me but I was tired as hell when mom woke me up and I thought I was going to pass out. Then, I didn't even get started on my school work until 11. Not too bad but I only got history done before mom came down and wanted to talk to me about how we could fix my rapidly declining grades. That took an hour so I ate lunch. 2'o'clock rolls around and I finally get back to school and check my school email since one of my quizzes say I took it but I didn't and I asked my teacher if she could fix it. I politely told her that I was trying to take the quiz and it said I couldn't because I already had, when in fact I had not. Now, this is the teacher I hate and is really oblivious. She writes me back with "Dear SR, do not ask me to reset a quiz ever again. You may only take a quiz ONE time, for which you must STUDY before you open and start it." Did I not tell her I didn't previously take the quiz and it wouldn't let me take it? Ugh, I hate this woman with a passion and hope she falls into a ditch and DIES! Okay, that's a little mean but you get my point, I hate her.
Anyway, it's currently 3"38 PM and I've only finished one subject in school and now I'm pissed off. It's turned into one of those days. Occasionally I have these days where I'm distracted by every little thing and keep putting school off. The only difference is that today I just don't want to do school, I'd rather be on Pike's Peak right now cleaning up litter; and that's saying a lot cause it's below freezing and it's snowing up there, and I completely hate the snow. I'm probably going to be doing school until midnight tonight and that's really going to piss me off. I'm thinking about faking a migraine so mom will just let me stop and take a nap. Ugh, will someone please just shoot me already?
October is creeping up rapidly. Starts just next Thursday. I'm pretty excited for it. AFI's new album Crash Love comes out on the 29th of this month I think, then Tokio Hotel's new album Humanoid comes out 2nd of October, then my brithday is on the 26th but I'm having my party on Halloween since my dad won't be here for the 26th; he's going to be out with Paul Anka. I wish it would be Tokio Hotel instead but things aren't looking good for them hiring daddy again.... *sigh*
Well, it's almost 4 now and I have the rest of my work to do. For those of reading this the day I post it, I really hope I finish in time to talk and role play with you but it doesn't look like it will happen. With me luck and I will talk with y'all later. [/center] Listening to: Dead by Blessthefall[/color]
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Post by Abby! (: on Sept 22, 2009 17:15:51 GMT -5
September 22, 2009
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Oh my fucking God, will someone just shoot me please?! Today is driving me insane! I slept in until 10 this morning because I couldn't fall asleep last night. Now, that doesn't usually bother me but I was tired as hell when mom woke me up and I thought I was going to pass out. Then, I didn't even get started on my school work until 11. Not too bad but I only got history done before mom came down and wanted to talk to me about how we could fix my rapidly declining grades. That took an hour so I ate lunch. 2'o'clock rolls around and I finally get back to school and check my school email since one of my quizzes say I took it but I didn't and I asked my teacher if she could fix it. I politely told her that I was trying to take the quiz and it said I couldn't because I already had, when in fact I had not. Now, this is the teacher I hate and is really oblivious. She writes me back with "Dear SR, do not ask me to reset a quiz ever again. You may only take a quiz ONE time, for which you must STUDY before you open and start it." Did I not tell her I didn't previously take the quiz and it wouldn't let me take it? Ugh, I hate this woman with a passion and hope she falls into a ditch and DIES! Okay, that's a little mean but you get my point, I hate her.
Anyway, it's currently 3"38 PM and I've only finished one subject in school and now I'm pissed off. It's turned into one of those days. Occasionally I have these days where I'm distracted by every little thing and keep putting school off. The only difference is that today I just don't want to do school, I'd rather be on Pike's Peak right now cleaning up litter; and that's saying a lot cause it's below freezing and it's snowing up there, and I completely hate the snow. I'm probably going to be doing school until midnight tonight and that's really going to piss me off. I'm thinking about faking a migraine so mom will just let me stop and take a nap. Ugh, will someone please just shoot me already?
October is creeping up rapidly. Starts just next Thursday. I'm pretty excited for it. AFI's new album Crash Love comes out on the 29th of this month I think, then Tokio Hotel's new album Humanoid comes out 2nd of October, then my brithday is on the 26th but I'm having my party on Halloween since my dad won't be here for the 26th; he's going to be out with Paul Anka. I wish it would be Tokio Hotel instead but things aren't looking good for them hiring daddy again.... *sigh*
Well, it's almost 4 now and I have the rest of my work to do. For those of reading this the day I post it, I really hope I finish in time to talk and role play with you but it doesn't look like it will happen. With me luck and I will talk with y'all later. [/center] Listening to: Dead by Blessthefall[/color][/quote] It's okay Stasi I had an off day last week. I ended up bring my 94 in Physics cosepts (AMAZING RIGHT!?!?!) down to an 80! Thats an A down to a C! Because I failed two class assignments and got a D on a test all beacause Mr.Cook was an ass told me that I was stupid said he wouldn't help me and told me that I was a disapointment. So now whenever I'm in his class and somebody gets a better grade then me I feel like shit... |
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Post by Stasya ♥ on Oct 24, 2009 5:53:36 GMT -5
October 24, 2009
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Okay, so it's 4:16 am right now and I got done watching Paranormal Activity a little over 15 minutes ago. That was the DAMN scariest movie I have EVER seen in my LIFE!!!! I was, like, 4 minutes from the end before I closed it. I was shaking so hard and my heart was about to break out of my chest. I am such a dumbass. I played World Of Warcraft until 2am with Cassie then I was like "Oh, maybe I should watch a movie since I'm not all that tired," even though I was so tired I could barely keep my eyes open. So why not watch a scary movie?! Well, most horrors don't actually scare me at all so this came as a surprise when I first got freaked out, but I liked it so I kept watching. Now I'm beyond extremely tired and...... Our furnace just gave me a heart attack. Dammit, I won't be able to sleep for a week now! Like I was saying though, I am beyond extremely tired but I'm wide awake with fear and from adrenaline rush from the last scene that I couldn't even finish. This movie is not for anyone with a weak heart or is easily scared cause damn that was insane! I love it and am going to watch it again later. But, ya know, when the sun is up and mom and Cassie are awake and I can be talking to my friends. The thing that's really bugging me now is that I keep hearing papers rustle or my doors creak and I freeze up and can't move for a minute. Oh, when I closed the movie, it took me about 5 minutes to convince myself to turn my light on and I was shaking even worse when I tried to do that since my room was pitch black to my eyes since I had been staring at my computer screen. Ahh, I keep seeing the part where the shadow figure goes across the door, it's freaking me out!! Ever been so absolutely freaked out that you cried? Yeah, I'm doing that now; I hate it. I almost watched Saw with mom on Thursday night but Cassie was with us and it started getting a bit scary for a kid like her so we changed the channel, but I also plan on watching that later this weekend. Along with The Brothers Grimm and Phantom Of The Opera since my friend says it is required by law to watch those and she has pretty good taste. *sigh* I'm really just waiting for someone to come online right now since I'm bored and really don't want to be sitting here alone.... But's it's only 4:27am. I thought it would be funny if I called Jessiah. It would be like: *Yawn* Hello?Heyyy. It's Stasya.Oh. Hi? Why are you calling me at.... 4 in the morning?Well, ya see, I just got done watching that movie Paranormal Activity and it was really freaky (which is saying something since I rarely get freaked out by horror movies) and I'm TOTALLY freaked out right now and can't sleep... So now I'm watching Snow White and thought I would call you since you wanted me to and because I need someone to talk to so I don't freak out even more. So YAH!It would be pretty epic, but I won't wake him up; I'll just wait for someone to come online or wake up or something. Oh, and I really am watching Snow White right now. It was on at Wal-Mart yesterday and I heard a song and memories hit me like BAM! So I thought I should watch it and I don't think there's a better excuse than "MOMMY, THERE'S A GHOST IN MY ROOOOOOOM!!!" I mean, am I right or am I right? I would like to point out, thought, that Snow White sounds like she either swallowed a ton of dish soap or she's under water when she is singing... Just saying. This and the Lion King were my favorite movies when I was, like, 3 years old. Can you believe that was almost 12 years ago and I REMEMBER that? OH, AND THE PRINCE SOUNDS ITALIAN WHEN HE SINGS!!! Rrr, will someone just get online already?! OR CALL ME?!! It's almost 5 am, don't you people ever wake up?! I'm bored and tired and.... just.... rrrrr! ALL YOU CHILDREN DO IS SLEEP YOUR LIFE AWAY LIKE YOU HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO OR LIKE NO ONE DEPENDS ON YOU!!! Okay, that's hypocritical and contradicting (and that was a little redundant) since I would totally sleep all the time if I could. *sigh* STILL THOUGH! No, nevermind, I'm a little crazier than usual since I'm so tired right now. I guess I'm gonna get off, check my dA account, finish watching my movie, and try and get some sleep. Keep your fingers crossed for me (even thought you're all ASLEEP)!!!  . Bon nuit & guten nacht.
Listening to: One Song from Snow White
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Post by Abby! (: on Oct 24, 2009 12:11:47 GMT -5
October 24, 2009
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Okay, so it's 4:16 am right now and I got done watching Paranormal Activity a little over 15 minutes ago. That was the DAMN scariest movie I have EVER seen in my LIFE!!!! I was, like, 4 minutes from the end before I closed it. I was shaking so hard and my heart was about to break out of my chest. I am such a dumbass. I played World Of Warcraft until 2am with Cassie then I was like "Oh, maybe I should watch a movie since I'm not all that tired," even though I was so tired I could barely keep my eyes open. So why not watch a scary movie?! Well, most horrors don't actually scare me at all so this came as a surprise when I first got freaked out, but I liked it so I kept watching. Now I'm beyond extremely tired and...... Our furnace just gave me a heart attack. Dammit, I won't be able to sleep for a week now! Like I was saying though, I am beyond extremely tired but I'm wide awake with fear and from adrenaline rush from the last scene that I couldn't even finish. This movie is not for anyone with a weak heart or is easily scared cause damn that was insane! I love it and am going to watch it again later. But, ya know, when the sun is up and mom and Cassie are awake and I can be talking to my friends. The thing that's really bugging me now is that I keep hearing papers rustle or my doors creak and I freeze up and can't move for a minute. Oh, when I closed the movie, it took me about 5 minutes to convince myself to turn my light on and I was shaking even worse when I tried to do that since my room was pitch black to my eyes since I had been staring at my computer screen. Ahh, I keep seeing the part where the shadow figure goes across the door, it's freaking me out!! Ever been so absolutely freaked out that you cried? Yeah, I'm doing that now; I hate it. I almost watched Saw with mom on Thursday night but Cassie was with us and it started getting a bit scary for a kid like her so we changed the channel, but I also plan on watching that later this weekend. Along with The Brothers Grimm and Phantom Of The Opera since my friend says it is required by law to watch those and she has pretty good taste. *sigh* I'm really just waiting for someone to come online right now since I'm bored and really don't want to be sitting here alone.... But's it's only 4:27am. I thought it would be funny if I called Jessiah. It would be like: *Yawn* Hello?Heyyy. It's Stasya.Oh. Hi? Why are you calling me at.... 4 in the morning?Well, ya see, I just got done watching that movie Paranormal Activity and it was really freaky (which is saying something since I rarely get freaked out by horror movies) and I'm TOTALLY freaked out right now and can't sleep... So now I'm watching Snow White and thought I would call you since you wanted me to and because I need someone to talk to so I don't freak out even more. So YAH!It would be pretty epic, but I won't wake him up; I'll just wait for someone to come online or wake up or something. Oh, and I really am watching Snow White right now. It was on at Wal-Mart yesterday and I heard a song and memories hit me like BAM! So I thought I should watch it and I don't think there's a better excuse than "MOMMY, THERE'S A GHOST IN MY ROOOOOOOM!!!" I mean, am I right or am I right? I would like to point out, thought, that Snow White sounds like she either swallowed a ton of dish soap or she's under water when she is singing... Just saying. This and the Lion King were my favorite movies when I was, like, 3 years old. Can you believe that was almost 12 years ago and I REMEMBER that? OH, AND THE PRINCE SOUNDS ITALIAN WHEN HE SINGS!!! Rrr, will someone just get online already?! OR CALL ME?!! It's almost 5 am, don't you people ever wake up?! I'm bored and tired and.... just.... rrrrr! ALL YOU CHILDREN DO IS SLEEP YOUR LIFE AWAY LIKE YOU HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO OR LIKE NO ONE DEPENDS ON YOU!!! Okay, that's hypocritical and contradicting (and that was a little redundant) since I would totally sleep all the time if I could. *sigh* STILL THOUGH! No, nevermind, I'm a little crazier than usual since I'm so tired right now. I guess I'm gonna get off, check my dA account, finish watching my movie, and try and get some sleep. Keep your fingers crossed for me (even thought you're all ASLEEP)!!! . Bon nuit & guten nacht.
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Post by Stasya ♥ on Oct 26, 2009 23:21:34 GMT -5
October 26, 2009
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AHH! I freaking hate boys now. Three of my guy friends have totally stopped talking to me! Richard stopped talking to me in July (he used to call me at least twice a month and he would message me), Chris F stopped talking to me but it wasn't like we were super tight, and now Jessiah is ignoring me too! What the fuck?! Richard was like my brother and Jessiah was one of my VERY FEW friends that I know in real life. What am I doing wrong?! *headdesk* Now my friends are only Sarah, Madison, and Tom. That's it for people offline. I have WAY more friends online. Because I have so little real friends, they mean more to me than life itself so you can imagine how bad I feel when three stop talking to me all within four months. This sucks, I hate it! I wish I hadn't used and gone over my text limit for this month already, I really want to know if he's mad at me or something. But, alas, my only choices are to wait until next month, email him, or call him... And I am not going to call him. I suck at calling people, it's always awkward. Even with my family and best friend; so calling him would be really awkward. I'll just have to wait until I can text him if my mom doesn't take away my texting privileges for going over again. She said if I went over AGAIN, she would take away my texting plan. Whatever, this is depressing me. Just FML, this always happens to me.....
On a higher note, today was my birthday! I got a BFMV shirt, a skull hat, and a hair straightener! AND 30 BUCKS!! Good day. I also got to see my aunt Angela and aunt/bestie Sarah! My grandma (their mom) is in the hospital so they came down. We played GuitarHero and MadGab and watched TV and ate dinner. ^_^ I can't wait for Saturday though, that's when my party is! Tis very exciting. =D
Well, I s'pose that is all for this blog. It's after 10 and I'm tired and need to go to bed. Guten nacht, ich liebe dich alle!
Listening to: This Is Not A Song, It's a Sandwich! by Psychostick
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Post by Stasya ♥ on Jan 22, 2010 11:57:06 GMT -5
January 22, 2010
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*sigh* Today I bid thee all adieu. Maybe not forever, but it is certainly a possibility. I am leaving the role playing society. I enjoy writing with such a passion butt, since around maybe October, role playing as begun to put out that burning passion. You all cannot even grasp how it bothers me when someone asks "Do you want to RP?" I hear it so often that I would brutally murder that phrase if I could. You have to understand that I do enjoy role playing, I truly do; but I have never been fond of forced writing. When I have to write an essay for school, I mope and put it off. I hate when I HAVE to write, I'd much rather do it in my own sweet time. You all also have no idea how much I despise this website, SolitarySun. I have left it two or three times in the past. I came into creating a role playing forum with such hope. I wanted to see it succeed; I wanted to see it go places. I thought if I couldn't be someone out in the real world, maybe I could be someone online. I was wrong, as usual. I love you guys. I truly and compeltely do. And I am going to miss you both so much. You guys are two of my very best friends, whether you believe it or not. I do not talk to anyone outside the internet like I talk to you two; you two know the real me, the me I wish I could be in life. No one knows the real me like you guys and that makes you so special. Abby. I've known you for almost two years. Two years! I remember when we met. In two years have added on to the first role play we ever did together. We've grown so close and it litterally makes me cry thinking that leaving this site will mean less interacction with you.  Maria. I haven't even known you half as long as Abby and it hurts me. I love you, too; just as much as I love Abby. We have so much in common and we're so alike. You always make me laugh, which is rare; I only know a couple other people who can always make me laugh. I will miss so very much... I cannot promise I will come back and role play or chat. Especially often. I would like to come back every now and again to update my fan-fic so I don't leave you hanging but I will not update as frequently as I do my dA and the like. I do not know how long I will be gone, either... Farewell, ladies... I cannot stress how much I love you and will miss you. If you would further like to remain in contact, reply here or send me a PM. I shall not post or chat but I will come on to check on everything until Sunday; Sunday will be my last day on here as an official administrator and member until I do not know when. Whether I delete my account or not is in debate. I will also be making the two of you admins and passing the site onto you both. Do to the site what you will; delete it, manage it, try to get it in active shape... SolitarySun now belongs to you. This is the final goodbye. I just want you both to know that I am not angry or disappointed or sad in anyway towards either of you. So long. Goodbye. Farewell. Until we meet again. xoxo, Hazzard Gates [/center] Listening to: My Only by Goodnight Nurse
Reading: Strify's message that Cinema Bizarre is no more... [/color]
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Post by Abby! (: on Jan 22, 2010 18:52:24 GMT -5
Stasi, I love you so much and I'll miss you... good thing thier's facebook ;D but still... I will try to manage it and hopefully with Maria's help... and maybe even start a new site of our own. I really don't know why you want to quit. You came here for a reason you started it for a reason and all you had to do was say stop and I would have... for the past days you don't know how worried I've been that you've been pissed at me.... I thought I lost one of my best friends... I really don't want you to leave. I love our crazy totaly not realistic stories. I still remember neo so well... You're the only person I EVER play Aby with... and I don't want to give her up  I can't imagine playing her with somebody else... or Mollie and J for that matter 0.o. You always helped me forget about my life (When you first met me I was actually thinking about suiside) and just let me go into a differnet world with my charicters. I've been reading the stories for the past couple of days and it's so funny to see how when I'm pissed, Aby's pissed, when i'm sad... Aby gets hurt (don't know how that works but okay!) it was just always so fun... You're the first person who I could tell I wasn't Gwen too. You've helped me through my fight with Isabella (Though we arn't friends anymore). You've helped me get threw my parents fighting, and I always love it that when I got home I could sit here and rp with you. I won't ask you to do it anymore, just do as you wish... but please don't leave... Love, Abby (P.S. Justin and I arn't talking anymore... but thats just because we've grown apart not because of a fight or anything.) |
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Post by The Mortician's Daughter on Jan 22, 2010 23:04:08 GMT -5
It grieves me to see someone who is one of my best friends leave, but I understand how it can be frustrating when someone presses you to write, I've gone through that before and I'm sorry if I've agitated you. I hope to see you around sometime, and I'll miss you very much.
I thank you for allowing Abby and I to continue SS, and for being such a great friend to me. I wish you good fortune in the new year.
~*Mari
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Post by Abby! (: on Jan 22, 2010 23:26:18 GMT -5
I know this will sound bad but Agitated is fun to say xD
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. Bon nuit & guten nacht.
I can't imagine playing her with somebody else... or Mollie and J for that matter 0.o. You always helped me forget about my life (When you first met me I was actually thinking about suiside) and just let me go into a differnet world with my charicters. I've been reading the stories for the past couple of days and it's so funny to see how when I'm pissed, Aby's pissed, when i'm sad... Aby gets hurt (don't know how that works but okay!) it was just always so fun... You're the first person who I could tell I wasn't Gwen too. You've helped me through my fight with Isabella (Though we arn't friends anymore). You've helped me get threw my parents fighting, and I always love it that when I got home I could sit here and rp with you. I won't ask you to do it anymore, just do as you wish... but please don't leave...
