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Post by Abby! (: on May 11, 2011 21:40:52 GMT -5
"I shouldn't have said that..." Lydia whispered and looked down at Alexus. "I'm trying Lex." she hugged her and cried. Her sister was going to hate her. "I told you it wouldn't work..." she broke down
Hannah frowned and went after her sister. She could always stalk her right? She grabbed her phone and called Stasya she was goin to attempt to find her.
Meanwhile Lydia grabbed her phone and dialed Gerard's number. She moaned when it went to voicemail "G... It's Lydia." she whispered "Could you come over? I really need you. Please come over." she sobbed. She needed him now. He was more like a brother then a cousin. She really needed him now and wanted a Gerard hug.
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Post by Stasya ♥ on May 11, 2011 22:52:48 GMT -5
Stasya glanced over as her phone went off, Hannah's ringtone. She stared at it until the ringtone ended and sent her to voicemail. She sniffled and wiped away the tears. Grabbing her phone, she called Mikey. He answered on the third ring. "Hey Stasya, what's up?" She scoffed. "Doesn't matter. Can you tell your brother something for me?" "Uh, sure, but why don't you just call him?" "The message will give you the reason... For the most part." She watched the cars on the road drive passed. "Alright. Uh, go ahead." "Gerard, I know... I know everything... And you are a deadman. Thanks, Mikey." She hung up. She leaned her head back and closed her eyes before she slammed her fist in the the steering wheel. "Life is shit," she muttered to herself. She called Hannah back and waited for her to answer.
Alexus frowned. "Don't cry, it's gonna be okay."
"Hey Gee, you have a message from one of our dear cousins and a missed phone call." Mikey threw the Gerards phone at him before opening the curtains. "And it's after noon, so get up."
Gerard groaned and threw his pillow at Mikey. "Get outtt. Never wake up a guy that's nursing a hangover." He sighed and shook his head, to wake himself up. "Alright, what's the message?"
"From your favorite cousin," Mikey said almost sarcastically, "'Gerard, I know... I know everything... And you are a deadman.' Love, Stasya." He walked out of the room, calling over his shoulder, "By the way, Kevin's still not home."
"That's my boy!" Gerard snickered and checked the message on his voicemail. He sighed, now knowing exactly what Stasya was talking about in the message. He called Lydia back.
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Post by Abby! (: on May 11, 2011 22:59:57 GMT -5
Lydia whimpered and picked up "She knows... and she hates you and she hates me and she hates my fucking guts and I hate myself and I really need you to come over." she was shaking and hugged Alexus "I'm trying not to. But I'm sad Chex." (that was a nickname given to her when they found out chex rhymed with Lex xD) she held her daughter close "I really need you Gerard." she whispered "The test came back positive..." she whispered, luckily not the cancer test. But the pregnantcy test. She was pregnant again with the bastards child.
"Stasya don't kill anybody." Hannah said as she picked up "Where are you?" she asked "Fuck! Asshole." she honked her horn and moaned "People need to learn how to fucking drive." she muttered. The girl had major road rage. She sighed "You really need to listen to Lydia... she really wants you back in your life and you need to listen to her. You know she wouldn't have done this without a reason." she sighed.
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Post by Stasya ♥ on May 11, 2011 23:24:18 GMT -5
"Yeah, I got a message from her... She just needs to cool off, you know her. This just came as a shock and she doesn't take her meds anymore." Gerard nodded, despite the fact Lydia couldn't see. "Alright, Lyd. I'll be right over. Don't worry." He stood up and threw on some shoes, figuring since he had just stayed home and drank and the clothes form the night before couldn't be too bad.
Stasya sighed and rolled her eyes. "I'm not killing anyone. I'm in a parking lot." She wasn't really sure she wanted to give her exact where-abouts right now, but she figured Hannah would find her whether Stasya told her where she was or not. She grunted, "Yeah, she should've thought about that before she let me think she was dead for ten years..." She sighed.
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Post by Abby! (: on May 11, 2011 23:34:39 GMT -5
"Why doesn't she take her meds anymore?" Lydia asked, she was confused she didn't know she was off her meds. Though they didn't really... work. She whispered "Alright. Thank you." she looked down at Lex "I put your hair up and yet you still manage to get PB and J in there... child what am I going to do with you?" she gave a snicker trying to distract herself. "Don't come here smelling like booze." she warned him.
"Oh a parking lot." Hannah rolled her eyes "That's so helpful." she sighed and looked around "Yeah but... she wasn't expecting to live Stasya... she was expecting that there was a 5 percent chance it would work. She wanted to talk to you she really did... every time she tried something happened. She doesn't want to drag you in it. She always thought you would be better off without her anyway. She always has thought that even before she left."
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Post by Stasya ♥ on May 11, 2011 23:59:07 GMT -5
"She stopped a year after the Edward ordeal. She didn't want to have any ties to them at all, except for Demetrius." He laughed, grabbing his keys and walking out the door, "Me? Smell like booze? Never! I smell fine."
Alexus giggled and smiled. "It was Timothy!" Timothy was her imaginary friend, the trouble-maker streak she had and always blamed when she did something.
"I don't care. Call me selfish, call me a bitch... I.don't.care... She abandoned me, just like mom and dad and Edward did... And then she started a new family and pretended I didn't even exist, just.like.mom.and.dad. Glad to know I'm not good enough for anyone. And me being better off without her is almost as bad an excuse as 'it's not you, it's me'..." Stasya kicked at the brake pedal, part of her knowing she was being immature about this.
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Post by Abby! (: on May 12, 2011 6:27:37 GMT -5
"Wow." Lydia sighed "She's doing pretty good then." she whispered, maybe Stasya didn't need her. She looked down at Alexus "Timothy put it in your hair?" she laughed and walked into the kitchen and got a wet paper towel and wiped it out of her hair that way, she didn't feel like giving her a bath.
"You're not being selfish and you're not being a bitch." Hannah said "And she abandoned you with the hope to return back to you. Unlike them who just left us because they didn't want us anymore. She wanted to be here for you, her life with her asshole of a husband was miserable. She was... she was his slave. He abused her, she denies it but he did." she whispered and found Stasya's car and pulled in but stayed away "She knows what she did was wrong. She's in denial. She thinks you wouldn't want her back after she left. She said this was going to happen and that stopped her." now was not the time to tell her that Simone and Gordon knew too.
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Post by Stasya ♥ on May 12, 2011 14:11:06 GMT -5
"Her kids keep her in check. Plus, the last time she lost it, it wasn't good..." He was silent for a minute, trying not to remember."Er, anyway, I'll be there in a few minutes. Just hold on, okay?"
Stasya snorted. "Yeah... I guess she forgot what siblings are there for." She'd always helped her billion siblings and she'd always die for them, she didn't want any of them to be hurt if she could help it. She looked at Hannah's car, "If I had known, I would've killed that jackass before he laid a finger on her. If you or Gee would've told me, I would've done something..." She tried to ignore the betrayed feeling that was coming back, the feeling that always made her want to run away. She sighed, "Well, what did she want me to do? See her and be all excited and happy that I've been lied to for the past eleven years? I'm glad she's alive, I am, but..." she trailed off, unable to think of anything else to say.
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Post by Abby! (: on May 12, 2011 15:16:47 GMT -5
Lydia nodded slowly "Okay..." she whispered and sighed before covering her mouth with her hand and speaking into the reciver "Timothy might be dead soon." she snickered then looked back at Lex then put her hand down "Uncle Gerard is coming over." she told Alexus and smiled sitting down.
"This wasn't something love could fix Stasya. To live she needed the correct blood match. Even identical twins rarely have the same blood. When we found out about Nicole we needed to do it. At the time Lydia and I thought we were underage and we had to sneak around to get it done." she sighed "Oh trust me I would've too. She never told us though, either of us. She didn't tell us until after he left. He just sent Lydia papers saying he doesn't want Alexus anymore. To clear his name from her birth certificate. Lydia's crushed." she said then looked down trying to think of something appropriate to say "I know... and no, she doesn't expect that. She really tried to see you. She really did, a lot of shit happened, we went two years without talking at one point. She also thinks that she can't help you. She always felt like she was just going to make you worse. Or that something will happen to you and she can't help you."
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Post by Stasya ♥ on May 12, 2011 18:51:54 GMT -5
Gerard got in the car and headed toward Lydia's house. He snickered, "Hey, imaginary friends are important parts of a child's development! No killing them."
"Yay!" Alexus squealed happily. She loved her uncle Gerard, he was just a big kid and he was always fun to play with.
Stasya could had used a ton of different reason for Lydia not to have pulled off the stunt she had and in reply to what Hannah had said, but she just sighed, not having the energy to carry this on anymore. "Whatever, I don't wanna talk about it anymore," she muttered, rubbing her temples.
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Post by Abby! (: on May 12, 2011 19:24:08 GMT -5
"But!" Lydia sighed and looked at Alexus and looked at her "If Timothy does something you AND Timothy will be in trouble." she warned the child. She couldn't take the crazy streak anymore. Timothy hated Lydia apparently. (XD)
Hannah sighed "I think you need sleep. That would help a lot. Either stay with us or go home. Your husband and kids can take care of themselfs." (How old is Ashleigh?) she knew her sister needed a break. She knew Lydia needed a break, maybe that could help just a little.
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Post by Stasya ♥ on May 12, 2011 20:01:03 GMT -5
[[Nooo. Timothy is just like my old imaginary friend Henry. I never got in trouble when i had him to blame. >:3 . And Ashleigh is seven.]] "Okay, mommy," Alexus said, nodding and poking at a sticky spot the jelly had left on her hand. Stasya shook her head, "I'm fine. I just don't want to talk about this anymore right now." She knew she wasn't as young as she used to be and couldn't go as long without sleep as she could when she was a teenager; she knew Hannah was right. But she was too stubborn to admit it.
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Post by Abby! (: on May 12, 2011 20:17:10 GMT -5
((Haha I know that. Lydia knows that too! She just doesn't like Timothy. He makes her daughter do crazy things! I got in trouble because of my immaginary friend .)) "Go wash your hands Lex." Lydia laughed something about this amused her. She sat down on the couch and changed the channel on the t.v. she didn't want to watch Barney at this point. "Alright, whatever." Hannah said and snickered. Stasya's phone soon beeped, she had gotten a message. "Hey babe, stay out if you need to. I can make sure the kids are okay. Or send them to Simone, either works. ." it was from Denver. He always tried to make sure she was okay, he was starting to feel better and wanted to help her out a little. Though Demitrius technacaly wasn't his child he ended up adopting the boy once he was able to. So now legally the boy is his son, under the last name of Sacco. Hannah sighed "Stasya you really need to take a break, try talking to Lydia, Nicole is coming later and she wants to meet you too."
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Post by Stasya ♥ on May 12, 2011 20:47:54 GMT -5
[[It's the beginning of the dreaded "Stasya" gene! Lmao.]]
Alexus giggled when her mom laughed and ran off to wash her hands. "Come on, Timmy!" she yelled to the invisible being she believed existed.
A few minutes later Gerard walked through the door. "Heya, kiddo." He smiled at Lydia.
"Hannah, hold on a second. I just got a message." Stasya took her phone off her ear for a second to read her new message. She had to smile, Denver was the best thing that had ever happened to her, other than Demetrius and Ashleigh; she knew she didn't deserve him, and she knew he would figure that out someday, but she loved him. "I'll have Jeremy take them so you can still get some rest," she texted back before going back to the phone just in time to catch what Hannah said. She bit her lip, thinking about it. Finally, she sighed, "Alright... I'll try."
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Post by Abby! (: on May 12, 2011 21:01:41 GMT -5
Lydia looked up at Gerard and gave a weak smile "Hey." she sighed and sat down "Oh gosh, what am I going to do G?" she whispered and leaned againts him starting to cry again "I screwed up. I really did. She hates you now and she hates me and she... and and and..." she stuttered and just sobbed.
"Alright. And I see yoooou." Hannah couldn't help it anymore "I see you... wiiiiiiteee der." she pointed at her sister, her finger touching the window "Boo."
Denver smiled and texted her back "Okay, I'm feeling a little better. I might go into work tonight, I need to." he sighed, he was obviously bored. His brother was out of town and couldn't help him stay occupied.
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