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Post by Abby! (: on May 23, 2011 18:17:00 GMT -5
Lydia snickered and shrugged "Like mother like daughter..." she looked around and then shrugged "She's... not the healthiest child. She's getting tested in a couple of days. They're doing tests for everything and... I feel horrible. But I need to know that she's healthy before happy. She'll get over it." she whispered and a tear fell from her eye "I can't lose another child." she shuttered "The first time I got pregnant I still had cancer. I had to choose between chemo and my twins. I chose the twins... I wanted them to live. Something went wrong and they both got it and they were born still born. A boy and a girl. Beautiful babies... only 24 weeks old." she whispered "I miscarried a second time... I don't know why..."
Nicole looked at Gerard then at Alexus. She sat down and sighed "Sleep and I aren't friends right now." she laughed and looked at Gerard "How is Kevin?" she asked. She knew his son just like he knew her family, which was pretty well. They didn't have a cousin relationship just yet but it was close to one.
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Post by Stasya ♥ on May 23, 2011 18:34:02 GMT -5
Stasya sighed. "It's not your fault, Lydi. You didn't choose to have cancer so you can't blame yourself. You did the right thing, it just wasn't meant to happen... So stop stressing, it's the leading cause for miscarriages. This one will be okay, okay?"
Gerard snickered, "Get drunk. It usually causes you to reel out pretty nicely." He shrugged, "Haven't seen him in a few days. He texted me last night saying he might come home tonight, so I assume he's at least alive and okay." Gerard and his kid were two peas in a pod. Gee wasn't one for punishment since he had been the same way as a teenager. As long as the cops never brought him home and he wasn't being a jackass, Kevin was given full freedom.
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Post by Abby! (: on May 23, 2011 19:33:56 GMT -5
"I can't stop stressing!" Lydia stared at her "Every day I have guilt hanging over my head and I don't know why! I could barely enjoy my daughter when she was first born! I'm so fucking depressed Stasya!" she shook and looked at her sister "That's why I wanted to find you... maybe seeing my family could help me again..." she whispered.
Nicole rolled her eyes "You need to keep an eye on that boy. The area isn't so good anymore." she told him and looked at Alexus "You ready to be a big sister?" she asked and smiled.
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Post by Stasya ♥ on May 27, 2011 0:25:34 GMT -5
Stasya sighed, looking at her sister. There was so much she was going to say, but she knew it would come out wrong. Everything she wanted to say would come off wrong, she thought. So she just stayed silent, looking at her distressed sister. She didn't want to have a misunderstanding or have Lydia worry anymore. Okay, part of her did... The antisocial disorder, "I hate everyone and wish they would die", bitter part... However, she wasn't anywhere near letting that face show.
"Kev can look after himself." He shrugged. He wasn't too concerned, he knew Kevin was a tough kid and could look after himself.
Alexus nodded, chocolate ice cream already making a mess on her face. "Mhm! I hope I get a little brother," she said excitedly.
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Post by Abby! (: on May 27, 2011 6:25:20 GMT -5
(Haha. This post was posted at CHRISTMAS TIMMMEE 12:25 xD Sorry that amused me. I have finals today, didn't sleep so well, and yeah :/)
Lydia sighed and wiped her eyes "Sorry. That's the first time I got that off my chest..." She coughed and shuttered looking down at her feet "I'm sorry Stasya. What I did to you guys was horrible. I was a bitch, I was slightly selfish that I didn't tell you and Jeremy and everybody else. It balances out with being able to see you again." she whispered.
"So." Nicole snickered then looked at Alexus "You have chocolate everywhere!" she laughed and stood getting a napkin to wipe her face off.
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Post by Stasya ♥ on Jun 9, 2011 16:29:11 GMT -5
Stasya shook her head, "Don't worry about it." At least Lydia had gotten it off her chest, and Stasya was usually one to let people do that... even though she usually had her own piece of shit to whoever was letting it all go to her. "You were a bitch and what you did was horrible, but stop beating yourself up about it. It's in the past and you can't change anything about it. Just make up for it now." She was still trying to keep calm and not run off. She seemed blank and guarded, and she kind of was, but it was just trying to keep from having a breakdown.
Alexus giggled and touched her face, giggling again. "I'm... I'm saving it for later!" She said, grinning.
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Post by Abby! (: on Jun 9, 2011 18:14:34 GMT -5
"Just... I love you Stasya." Lydia hugged her and then backed away as she saw a little figure in the doorway "We have a visitor." she pointed and smiled.
Zophie whined and ran to Stasya tears falling from her eyes "Mommy, me has acident." she sobbed and clung to her mothers legs extreamly upset with herself "I Sowwy!" she rubbed her eyes and looked down, her clothes were soaked.
Nicole smiled and laughed "I don't think your mother would like that. Plus it would taste nasty."
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